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CyberxDae
01-04-2011, 07:00 AM
Okay so, Here we go. This is the first post I've ever made about myself, in this subject. I'm a FtM transgender, I've known it all my life. I used to try to pee standing up when I was younger. I used to reach for what's never been there. Around my nipples are tiny stretch marks, Despite my chest not filling out an a-cup. My voice is deeper, I'm naturally Dominant and very protective of my friends.. I'd be happy to answer any questions, But this is mainly for pictures of me from past-now.

I like to say,"Even if I was born correctly I would wear what looks good on me. Regardless what gender the clothing was intended for." I'm a fan of change, I'm a bigger fan of fashion. So despite me knowing, full well, I was born with the wrong bits, I'm confident and openminded enough to embrace good style.

Without further a'due.... Watch Daemon change into someone he's much more comfortable being. <3

@12.
http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u122/Star-Unit/MaandJamie.jpg

@13.
http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u122/Star-Unit/fuckeduphair.jpg

@14.
http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u122/Star-Unit/S6000052.jpg

@15.
http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u122/Star-Unit/yoyoyo-1.jpg
http://i590.photobucket.com/albums/ss342/Mello-Haze/biancadoll.jpg

CyberxDae
01-04-2011, 07:02 AM
@16.

Okay, 16 was the year I changed my hair. A lot.

http://i167.photobucket.com/albums/u122/Star-Unit/twitch2.jpg
[Pink hair.]
http://i590.photobucket.com/albums/ss342/Mello-Haze/Purplehair1.jpg
[Purple hair.]
http://i590.photobucket.com/albums/ss342/Mello-Haze/100_2117.jpg
[Rainbow hair.]
http://i590.photobucket.com/albums/ss342/Mello-Haze/Phukkinstuffies142.jpg
[Pink + White hair.]
http://i590.photobucket.com/albums/ss342/Mello-Haze/100_0567.jpg
[Pink + Blue + Purple hair.]

CyberxDae
01-04-2011, 07:02 AM
Now. [At this time, I'm most comfortable when I look in the mirror.]

http://i271.photobucket.com/albums/jj149/Dae_The_Tragidy/smirk.jpg
http://i271.photobucket.com/albums/jj149/Dae_The_Tragidy/loscon3.jpg
http://i271.photobucket.com/albums/jj149/Dae_The_Tragidy/meohby-1-1.jpg
http://i271.photobucket.com/albums/jj149/Dae_The_Tragidy/IMG_0324.jpg

Lithium Flower
01-04-2011, 12:19 PM
That picture with the squirrel plushie is adorable xD

I've always wished I could pull off that cute shaggy kind of hair cut but I always just end up with the same long, straight, blond hair that makes me look perminately 16.

FunnyValentine
01-04-2011, 02:01 PM
Love the choice in hair colors, reminds me of two of my friends. I am friends with and know a lot of people that were simply born in th wrong body. I support you for being yourself.

ChibiBex
01-04-2011, 03:18 PM
LOVE the hair!
So are you already or planning on taking Testosterone?

Yukikittie
01-04-2011, 04:33 PM
LOVE the hair!
So are you already or planning on taking Testosterone?

I agree the hair is cute! Are you going to take testosterone if you aren't already?

J.Kazama
01-04-2011, 04:38 PM
Hair is ubber cute!!
The important thing is feeling comfortable with who you are. So the best of luck to you in your transformation!

CyberxDae
01-05-2011, 06:32 AM
I move out of the house in 6 months to Long Beach. That's when the just of my transformation will begin. I'll begin hormone therapy despite the fact that my body produces much more testosterone then estrogen. I already feel male inside and out. I plan on getting my inner-girl parts cut out soon as money is available. I'm going to wait on the boybits until medical science has advanced... I'm change-adaptable enough to be grateful for the decent body I have now, I'm not about to patchwork myself. >_<

Your guys' comments made me smile, Thank you all. <3

~Dae.

DaemonForce
01-05-2011, 06:54 AM
You're beautiful and it's clear that you don't want to settle for anything less than the best. I like you and your efforts. I'm looking forward to seeing your complete transformation. We all deserve to be happy with ourselves. You are no exception. <3 :D

Ritsu H Saotome
01-05-2011, 07:58 AM
I move out of the house in 6 months to Long Beach. That's when the just of my transformation will begin. I'll begin hormone therapy despite the fact that my body produces much more testosterone then estrogen. I already feel male inside and out. I plan on getting my inner-girl parts cut out soon as money is available. I'm going to wait on the boybits until medical science has advanced... I'm change-adaptable enough to be grateful for the decent body I have now, I'm not about to patchwork myself. >_<

Your guys' comments made me smile, Thank you all. <3

~Dae.

Yes, it's seems it easier to invert what I have than create something you want. ): (MtF here).

shadowbeam
01-05-2011, 11:51 AM
Congrats to you, so many people just stay unhappy ebing who they are because of fear. Can't wait to hear how it goes for you :)

ChibiBex
01-05-2011, 02:51 PM
I agree, it takes a lot of balls to go through something like this -salutes-.
Also, I know a cosplayer who is FtM transgender and he's on T for like 8 or 9 months now and he updates everything along his progress on his tumblr.
http://twinfools.tumblr.com/
Check it out you might learn a few things, also you can also ask him questions about transitioning, I'm sure he will be happy to help! :)

He also has a youtube that you can also check out which is listed on his tumblr.
He updates monthly about his changes along the way and all that kind of stuff, so you can check that out too!
Hope that helps! C:

CosplayCinema
01-05-2011, 05:18 PM
Yea Twinfools was pretty as a female but you could tell he wished more than anything to be male. He is even engaged to one of the girl's in his group :3 i'm so happy for him~

on a side note about him.....he became an uber hotty~

And your current pictures=uber hotty XD it's very obvious your happy and i'm glad you are. I've thought about going FtM but the more i thought about it the more i wasn't sure then i realized it was happy with my appearance and i've seen my twin brother and talked to him. The more i talked to him the more i didn't want to anymore, knowing that you have made a solid choice is grand and i look forward to more pictures :3

lsd
01-05-2011, 10:25 PM
Its nice that you finally could look at the mirrow and say yesh.. thats me.. and i love that
i wish i could feel that way

iSaucyCosplay
01-06-2011, 12:26 AM
I agree, it takes a lot of balls to go through something like this -salutes-.
Also, I know a cosplayer who is FtM transgender and he's on T for like 8 or 9 months now and he updates everything along his progress on his tumblr.
http://twinfools.tumblr.com/
Check it out you might learn a few things, also you can also ask him questions about transitioning, I'm sure he will be happy to help! :)

He also has a youtube that you can also check out which is listed on his tumblr.
He updates monthly about his changes along the way and all that kind of stuff, so you can check that out too!
Hope that helps! C:

Oh wow! I didn't know twinfools went FtM. I love FDP :D

btw Dae, you're transformation looks really good and good luck with it :3

Blood_Sword
01-06-2011, 12:48 PM
I don't really know what to write more than I wish you the best of luck and I hope everything goes well. :)
Btw, I might be FtM too... there are so many things I've felt/done over my lifetime that just makes me feel like a complete misfit in the role of a female... not to mention I've always said to myself that if I could I'd wished to be born as a boy...
I'm... I'm just really confused, I don't know what I should do... been so more and more since puberty and those disgusting changes...

Flora88
01-06-2011, 10:38 PM
YAY! So excited for you!

DaemonForce
01-06-2011, 10:50 PM
Btw, I might be FtM too... there are so many things I've felt/done over my lifetime that just makes me feel like a complete misfit in the role of a female... not to mention I've always said to myself that if I could I'd wished to be born as a boy...

Jealous? I know I'm not. :D

My mind tells me I was definitely not supposed to be male but I realize I would never survive in a female's world of hate and agony. If there's one thing I ever learned about girls it's that they all secretly hate each other. A lot. I'm serious. I've done research on the matter and it's not my location or culture. It's biology.

............

I never was the type to put up with the drama of other people so I'm pretty certain I'm better off male. I sometimes wonder about it but I know I'd rather have a small conflict in this answer than to choose something REALLY wrong. If you find yourself distancing from others, you might lose your heart like I did. Eliminate the false wall that tells you there is a boundary between genders then let your heart decide who you are. That's what I did.

HomeDepot
01-06-2011, 11:06 PM
Congrats Dae, I can tell just from seeing you pictures that you are more comfortable in your own skin now.

@Blood-Sword, I would recommend "Gender Outlaw" by Kate Bornstein if you are feeling troubled by your gender. She talks about her own MtF transformation, but also about how people don't really need to fit into one gender or another. Plus she's funny as hell.

Flora88
01-06-2011, 11:08 PM
Jealous? I know I'm not. :D

My mind tells me I was definitely not supposed to be male but I realize I would never survive in a female's world of hate and agony. If there's one thing I ever learned about girls it's that they all secretly hate each other. A lot. I'm serious. I've done research on the matter and it's not my location or culture. It's biology.

............

I never was the type to put up with the drama of other people so I'm pretty certain I'm better off male. I sometimes wonder about it but I know I'd rather have a small conflict in this answer than to choose something REALLY wrong. If you find yourself distancing from others, you might lose your heart like I did. Eliminate the false wall that tells you there is a boundary between genders then let your heart decide who you are. That's what I did.


Research, eh? I'm interested to see it.

DaemonForce
01-06-2011, 11:12 PM
"Gender Outlaw" by Kate Bornstein
A hetero male becoming a lesbian female? o.O

If anything this is proof that the hearts of people never change. >.>'
Research, eh? I'm interested to see it.
As much as I would like to write about it since I'm so open and awesome like that, it's just not meant to be public data(yet).

Brsis
01-07-2011, 06:24 AM
I don't really know what to write more than I wish you the best of luck and I hope everything goes well. :)
Btw, I might be FtM too... there are so many things I've felt/done over my lifetime that just makes me feel like a complete misfit in the role of a female... not to mention I've always said to myself that if I could I'd wished to be born as a boy...
I'm... I'm just really confused, I don't know what I should do... been so more and more since puberty and those disgusting changes...

Have you tried talking to someone about it? And I don't necessarily mean a health professional - it works really well for some people, but sometimes getting hold of someone is very hard and then it's difficult to feel comfortable around them. Personally, I went through an extended period of extreme gender dysphoria in my late teens - it was one of those things that had always been lurking in the background but the combination of puberty, stress and depression at that time must have brought it to the fore. I don't mind saying that was pretty much the worst years of my life, so I feel for you, I really do.

It really helped me having a couple of people - some of my friends and my older sister mostly - who I could really talk through everything with. I also read a lot of books on gender and sexuality, which made me feel a lot more comfortable with the idea that I didn't have to fit into someone else's tickyboxes! I also started exploring my body image and why I didn't feel comfortable with the things that I did, trying different ways of dressing, messing around with my hair, body modification (In hindsight, I don't recommend this - your hair grows back but tattoos stay!) and actually getting into cosplay was one of the things I did around this time too. All these things really helped me arrive at a point where I felt I knew who I was and what I wanted and was really, really happy with my life - I hope that some of them might also help you decide what you want.

The the OP: Good luck! I know transitioning is a tough process, but you have a little well of support right here ^.^

Viveeh
01-07-2011, 07:53 AM
Jealous? I know I'm not. :D

My mind tells me I was definitely not supposed to be male but I realize I would never survive in a female's world of hate and agony. If there's one thing I ever learned about girls it's that they all secretly hate each other. A lot. I'm serious. I've done research on the matter and it's not my location or culture. It's biology.


Oh crap, then I guess I'm not a girl after all. DX

DaemonForce
01-07-2011, 08:16 AM
Oh crap, then I guess I'm not a girl after all. DX
Well, some girls are defective. It's okay though. You might not have the grand purpose you so desperately want out of life but you still have a much better chance at love than the rest. I'm still trying to factor this in and that's why I'm not making my notes public. There are exceptions and I'm still trying to categorize them. <3

HomeDepot
01-07-2011, 11:49 AM
Sorry Dae for hogging your thread.

...Daemonforce has it occurred to you that the women you've encountered have been the defective ones? You can't make a conclusion about all the women of the world by a handful that you don't like. I'm sure some of them deserve your wrath, but there are bad eggs among both men and women.

Viveeh you're not alone. I don't secretly (or openly) hate you, or any other women.

Blood_Sword
01-07-2011, 12:03 PM
@DaemonForce: Thank you for writing, it was interesting to read. Hmm...

@HomeDepot: I'll keep that book in my mind, thanks for mentioning it.

@Brsis: Thanks a bunch for your reply. :) I have only told my best friend (who have the same problem basically, only the other way around) and that really helps. I've also told the school nurse and she supports me, I sometimes go and talk to her about it.
I'm afraid of telling my mother (and others in my family) because I fear I'll break her heart because she has always wanted me and my twin sister to be her "little princesses" and ironically enough both of us grew up to be gamer tomboys who hate pink and dresses. xD
I believe she actually knows I'd rather be a guy but I think she represses that fact and just tries to laugh it off or something...
Btw, today I went to Intersport and bought a Puma hoodie and my mom realized, too late, that it was for men... well, excuse me but I'd rather not look in the female part of the store because I know already, too well, that I won't find anything of interest there... and that I'm very very uncomfortable in female clothing (always been)... so, yeah.

DaemonForce
01-07-2011, 01:31 PM
...Daemonforce has it occurred to you that the women you've encountered have been the defective ones?
I've thought about this and realized that a few crazies in the sample aren't a bad thing.
You can't make a conclusion about all the women of the world by a handful that you don't like.
Woah, what is this? It's easy for me to like them. I just don't love any of them. Anyway this has nothing to do with me and everything to do with them. I look girly but I don't have girly parts. Remember that. ;)
I'm sure some of them deserve your wrath, but there are bad eggs among both men and women.
This suit is somehow forcing my manners in check...

My wrath is deserved only by the most irresponsible, self-destructive messes on the planet that use me as an emotional punching bag and a moral scapegoat. These are the same girls that lie to me, cheat(well I can't really define this one) and steal from me. The worst are the ones that invite me into their really bad company of stupid friends. This is the reason I appear so spiteful and it's also the reason I have serious trust issues. Do not ****ing want.
Viveeh you're not alone. I don't secretly (or openly) hate you, or any other women.
I know this is a lie and I shouldn't point it out right here since my data is incomplete but a steady rate of stress and a timely period would like to say otherwise about this.
I'm very very uncomfortable in female clothing (always been)... so, yeah.
It wasn't made for you to start with. It's good to know you have some sense. :D

I often wonder how large a role clothes have on one's personal identity. Right now I'm trying a mix of costume and Lord wear in public to see if anyone's opinion of me changed. As always, my personality is adjusted a bit but I notice that others are very very accepting of me as such a delicious looking man. I look like I own a casino so that probably has a lot to do with it. I'll try servant wear tomorrow morning and see if the opinion changes. I don't think gender identification is as personal as I first believed. It appears to be a societal pressure used to determine who we want and who we don't want. I know I look really androgynous with long hair so that's probably going to be an experiment for me in a few months. :)

Brsis
01-07-2011, 03:57 PM
@Brsis: Thanks a bunch for your reply. :) I have only told my best friend (who have the same problem basically, only the other way around) and that really helps. I've also told the school nurse and she supports me, I sometimes go and talk to her about it.
I'm afraid of telling my mother (and others in my family) because I fear I'll break her heart because she has always wanted me and my twin sister to be her "little princesses" and ironically enough both of us grew up to be gamer tomboys who hate pink and dresses. xD
I believe she actually knows I'd rather be a guy but I think she represses that fact and just tries to laugh it off or something...
Btw, today I went to Intersport and bought a Puma hoodie and my mom realized, too late, that it was for men... well, excuse me but I'd rather not look in the female part of the store because I know already, too well, that I won't find anything of interest there... and that I'm very very uncomfortable in female clothing (always been)... so, yeah.

It's good to hear you're not alone and have some people you can confide in. I didn't want to talk to my parents either, but I could tell they were worrying about me so after a little while I just told them I was 'having some problems'. My Mum in particular was really supportive, and we could talk more generally about when I was feeling depressed and such. I sort of feel glad now that I didn't go into more detail (Although I know we will eventually end up talking out the whole thing when I feel more ready to do that), but I have had two friends who are FtM who felt very strongly that they wanted to tell their parents straight away when they felt they were certain. Go with whatever feels right for you, I say.

And ditto that with the clothing! ^.^ I think society is too balled-up on clothing as a gender indicator as it is, so I hope you can feel strong enough to wear whatever makes you happy (And hell with everyone else ^.^). It was a big deal for me a few years back discovering the comedian Eddie Izzard, because I'd never encountered anyone else who's gender seemed to switchback every so often. That's why I always try and recommend people to read as much as they can and reach out, because it was a massive strength for me to know there was at least one other person who felt the same way I did.

A to the O
01-07-2011, 05:10 PM
Jealous? I know I'm not. :D

If there's one thing I ever learned about girls it's that they all secretly hate each other. A lot. I'm serious. I've done research on the matter and it's not my location or culture. It's biology.



Here's DaemonForce giving this same lecture:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEqgWrJ6Hf4&feature=related

Yukikittie
01-08-2011, 03:22 PM
Not true! I don't hate anyone.

CyberxDae
01-18-2011, 03:36 PM
Uhhhhhhh, Yo. Thanks everyone. Please no politics or children in this thread. It's unnecessary. Posting new pics in a minute.

sam vimes
01-18-2011, 03:42 PM
Uhhhhhhh, Yo. Thanks everyone. Please no politics or children in this thread. It's unnecessary. Posting new pics in a minute.

Might as well face it now, because now that gays and lesbians are winning some equality I predict that the transgender community is going to be the new boogeyman for conservatives defending "family values."

Best of luck with your transition.

CyberxDae
01-18-2011, 03:43 PM
Most recent.

http://i271.photobucket.com/albums/jj149/Dae_The_Tragidy/prince.jpg
http://i271.photobucket.com/albums/jj149/Dae_The_Tragidy/allandae.jpg
http://i271.photobucket.com/albums/jj149/Dae_The_Tragidy/yakuza.jpg

Might as well face it now, because now that gays and lesbians are winning some equality I predict that the transgender community is going to be the new boogeyman for conservatives defending "family values."

Best of luck with your transition.

I just said no politics, and you bring it up anyways? This thread is strictly about my transition- I'm not interested in the transgender community, conservatives or your predictions about my lifestyle. If you post again regarding politics I'll report you.


-Dae.

sam vimes
01-18-2011, 04:13 PM
I just said no politics, and you bring it up anyways? This thread is strictly about my transition- I'm not interested in the transgender community, conservatives or your predictions about my lifestyle. If you post again regarding politics I'll report you.


-Dae.

I meant no offense, and you're absolutely right about me coming off as dickish, but please don't wield threats of reporting me as a way to control your thread. An appeal to reason and civility is enough.

But enough about my stupidity. On with the thread! And again: good luck to you.

DaemonForce
01-18-2011, 04:30 PM
You're very pretty. If anything I'm jealous.

Also, I want that chin. :/

EDIT: Is it....Yeah. It's the combination of clothes and that face. Do want! <3

CyberxDae
01-18-2011, 04:40 PM
I meant no offense, and you're absolutely right about me coming off as dickish, but please don't wield threats of reporting me as a way to control your thread. An appeal to reason and civility is enough.

But enough about my stupidity. On with the thread! And again: good luck to you.


I dislike when people put words in my mouth. I never said you came off as "dickish." Nor did I threaten you, It's a justified way of controlling my thread. My "appeal to reason" was ignored, and I've been nothing less than civil. Thanks for the luck, Though luck doesnt have much to do with this sort of process.


-Dae.

You're very pretty. If anything I'm jealous.

Also, I want that chin. :/

EDIT: Is it....Yeah. It's the combination of clothes and that face. Do want! <3


I don't hear "pretty" a whole bunch but thanks, I'll take it. Hope you and everyone is well this afternoon. I had a tad bit of a mental break down and couldnt stop crying for a few hours but, I'm alright now. Stuck home alone with insomnia and without my medication makes for a manic Daemon, For a time at least.

DaemonForce
01-18-2011, 04:53 PM
I don't hear "pretty" a whole bunch but thanks, I'll take it.
It feels appropriate. I often hear people tell me I'm pretty, hot, かっこいい, イケメン, look important and the questions as to why I look the way I do only annoy me so at least I know exactly what NOT to say. :p
Hope you and everyone is well this afternoon. I had a tad bit of a mental break down and couldnt stop crying for a few hours but, I'm alright now. Stuck home alone with insomnia and without my medication makes for a manic Daemon, For a time at least.
I finally got over my horrid mental stop with December girl. I can't believe it takes me this long to heal when I'm obviously dealing with insane people. WTF is wrong with me? Am I not merciful enough? :( Yes. Yes I am.

Ugh...Also dealing with social agony caused by letting some idiot amp my aggression through the roof is no way to have a fun party...At least for others anyway.

CyberxDae
01-19-2011, 02:57 AM
So I'm dating a gay boy. I took his first kiss, I was his first fuck, All of the above. But I have mad feelings for another gay boy. The one I'm kissing in the above pictures. He loves me, too. Feelings are stupid.

CosplayCinema
01-19-2011, 03:11 AM
awesome :O i'm in love with a gay boy.....but.....i dun have a penis....so yea.... >.< plus even if i did i'd be a pedo since i'm turning 18 and he just turned 16 a few days ago....this is like the 7th time i've fallen for a gay boy :< i'm glad your happy and.....did the hoobity doobity and stole a first kiss. :3 i'm super jealous

DaemonForce
01-19-2011, 06:38 AM
Feelings are stupid.
Yeah. :(

I can get over people really quickly. It's just destruction of what little trust I have left that takes ages for me. I've never been in your situation though. Leeching the rules out of a gay girl's life would be just as fun as you breaking away any walls between a gay boy. As long as you have fun fucking him and others you're probably better off the way you are right now but I've come to terms with emotional and mental pain so that's probably the wrong answer. God knows I'm only a D student so, yeah. It's a bit weird for me. ∩(・ω・)∩
awesome :O i'm in love with a gay boy.....but.....i dun have a penis....so yea.... >.< plus even if i did i'd be a pedo since i'm turning 18 and he just turned 16 a few days ago....this is like the 7th time i've fallen for a gay boy :< i'm glad your happy and.....did the hoobity doobity and stole a first kiss. :3 i'm super jealous
Ahahahaha! I've fallen for a gay girl before and it's like your situation. Her girlfriend snatched her away to Hawaii and I never saw either one of them after high school. She was the only good kisser I've ever had too. :<

I think it's because of her I don't genuinely fall for girls anymore. Or it could be the crazy Ukraine girl that strung me along for 3 years after high school or the several party girls afterwards...No wonder I'm dead on the inside. :/

SourCherryTwist
01-19-2011, 07:15 AM
wow, your story is really amazing! Im glad you finally found happiness with yourself, if only more people could follow your example. :)

CyberxDae
01-30-2011, 05:43 AM
So I'm dating a gay boy. I took his first kiss, I was his first fuck, All of the above. But I have mad feelings for another gay boy. The one I'm kissing in the above pictures. He loves me, too. Feelings are stupid.

Hmmm. So recent events with the second gay boy have helped me realize 110% I'm madly in love with my boy. I'm always confidant in my relationships and, I'm almost glad my friend Alan went down a few points in my book. I'll always love him, but now I don't believe I'll ever want to date him. Immaturity is a total turn off.

Cadmium Polyphony
01-30-2011, 06:44 PM
Dont you have a private journal for all this, Cyber?

This thread just seems out of place on a public forum.

Kawaii Pocky
01-30-2011, 08:03 PM
Girl or guy. I'd hit it. lmfao But yeah, you look really cute either gender.

I remember for a while I had a phase where I wanted to be a boy for a few years. I know this isn't a phase for you obviously but it just kind of reminds me when I was a teenager and how much I wanted to be a boy. Not sure really what it was.

But after some growing up, I found out that I really like being a girl. Except for periods and having babies. That part sucks. And overly large boobs. Those suck too. As much as most girls think I'm lucky cause I'm a DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD cup. No, big boobs are bad.

Michi
01-31-2011, 05:38 PM
Dont you have a private journal for all this, Cyber?

This thread just seems out of place on a public forum.

Basically this.

CyberxDae, there's no issue with you having a thread discussing your transformation / FtM progress. You are, honestly, absolutely free to it. But your recent posts detailing your latest exploits are really not appropriate for a forum thread. If you're going to continue to treat the thread like a journal it's going to be closed.

CyberxDae
02-01-2011, 04:03 AM
Dont you have a private journal for all this, Cyber?

This thread just seems out of place on a public forum.


Then don't read it? This is the first time in my life I've felt comfortable to say -anything- about myself. If you dislike it, No one is stopping you from exiting.

Girl or guy. I'd hit it. lmfao But yeah, you look really cute either gender.

I remember for a while I had a phase where I wanted to be a boy for a few years. I know this isn't a phase for you obviously but it just kind of reminds me when I was a teenager and how much I wanted to be a boy. Not sure really what it was.

But after some growing up, I found out that I really like being a girl. Except for periods and having babies. That part sucks. And overly large boobs. Those suck too. As much as most girls think I'm lucky cause I'm a DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD cup. No, big boobs are bad.


...Hit it? Please don't be immature. This has nothing to do with sex or phases. I think you're seriously missing the point. But it's alright. > <

Basically this.

CyberxDae, there's no issue with you having a thread discussing your transformation / FtM progress. You are, honestly, absolutely free to it. But your recent posts detailing your latest exploits are really not appropriate for a forum thread. If you're going to continue to treat the thread like a journal it's going to be closed.


I'm not treating this thread like a journal. The subject got brought up is all. Just like different subjects get brought up in every thread. Also how is it not appropriate? This is the off topic forum, I didnt think I made any mistakes.

Considering there's a thread clearly staying there is adult content in it, Saying I had sex with someone shouldn't be inappropriate.

I kinda knew something like this would happen. Soon as I find a healthy outlet for myself it's taken away. I apologize if I did anything wrong or offended anyone. I'll keep my shit to myself like I always have, It's not a problem. Bye guys.

Eau de Decus
02-01-2011, 04:12 AM
...Hit it? Please don't be immature. This has nothing to do with sex or phases. I think you're seriously missing the point. But it's alright. > < She never implied it was a "phase" for you:

I know this isn't a phase for you obviously...

Cadmium Polyphony
02-01-2011, 08:26 PM
Then don't read it? This is the first time in my life I've felt comfortable to say -anything- about myself. If you dislike it, No one is stopping you from exiting.

I never stated whether I liked or disliked it.

I kinda knew something like this would happen. Soon as I find a healthy outlet for myself it's taken away.

Woe is you, I'm sure.

At any rate, no one can take away your personal journals.

Michi
02-01-2011, 08:54 PM
I'm not treating this thread like a journal. The subject got brought up is all. Just like different subjects get brought up in every thread. Also how is it not appropriate? This is the off topic forum, I didnt think I made any mistakes.

Considering there's a thread clearly staying there is adult content in it, Saying I had sex with someone shouldn't be inappropriate.

I kinda knew something like this would happen. Soon as I find a healthy outlet for myself it's taken away. I apologize if I did anything wrong or offended anyone. I'll keep my shit to myself like I always have, It's not a problem. Bye guys.

I'm sorry, but I'm not sure what you're talking about. The subject got brought up? You suddenly went from showing your transformation to talk about who you last fucked, and then how your dating life was going. I'm not saying the content was inappropriate, though your wording was harsh, but it was just not even on your own topic anymore. If you want to discuss dating lives, perhaps start a dating topic instead. As it is now, you're treating this like it's your "all about me and my life" thread rather than your original intention of FtM transformation. Do you understand what I'm getting at?

I'm just not sure what you're trying to accomplish at this point, or why you're doing it on a 100% public message board.

Kawaii Pocky
02-01-2011, 10:54 PM
...Hit it? Please don't be immature. This has nothing to do with sex or phases. I think you're seriously missing the point. But it's alright. > <

Sorry. I was just being goofy. >.<

CyberxDae
02-01-2011, 10:56 PM
Too much to say- So I won't bother saying it. Half of you took my words incorrectly.

But it's obvious that a thread will not stay 100% on topic.

I'll update when there's update-worthy things. It's my thread so, I think I'm the one who gets to decide that. =/

Kawaii you're a sweetheart and I love talking to you about hair. > < <3
I didnt mean you were calling -my- incident a phase, I just meant your phase had little to do with transformation, Simply clarifying.

I woke up being screamed at so, I'm not in a very great mood. Hope everyone is well, And has a great night.

Kawaii Pocky
02-01-2011, 11:18 PM
Too much to say- So I won't bother saying it. Half of you took my words incorrectly.

But it's obvious that a thread will not stay 100% on topic.

I'll update when there's update-worthy things. It's my thread so, I think I'm the one who gets to decide that. =/

Kawaii you're a sweetheart and I love talking to you about hair. > < <3
I didnt mean you were calling -my- incident a phase, I just meant your phase had little to do with transformation, Simply clarifying.

I woke up being screamed at so, I'm not in a very great mood. Hope everyone is well, And has a great night.

Yeah I know. Well feel better any way. ^_^

Michi
02-02-2011, 12:19 AM
I'll update when there's update-worthy things. It's my thread so, I think I'm the one who gets to decide that. =/

It's not, however, your forum. My duty here is to moderate the forum as a whole, and that's what I'm doing. Please let me do my job.

Having an actual topic is one thing. Updating a thread like a journal is not. If you want advice on your dating life, fine. If you want other people to share their experiences, fine. But just because this is the off-topic forum does not mean anything goes, do what you want. If everyone started doing that, this forum would be a mess. The line just has to be drawn somewhere.

We do have a journal function here on Cosplay.com, and off-topic entries are allowed there. You can find that here (http://www.cosplay.com/user_write.php).

Please try to understand that I am not trying to attack you. You are welcome to your thread if you just find a way to keep it an actual thread and not your personal life updating hub.

CyberxDae
02-02-2011, 11:49 PM
Thanks for the great advice. I'll be sure to keep it in mind.

Cadmium Polyphony
02-03-2011, 01:36 AM
Well, to keep this thread on topic, I will say that from the photos I've seen of you cyber, your beard seems to be coming in nicely.

CyberxDae
02-06-2011, 09:28 PM
My beard? o.O I'm not on T and I dislike facial hair. Fuck off if you're going to be ignorant.

Yui
02-07-2011, 12:06 PM
With that, I think I'll step in and close the thread. OP, I agree that it seems you will not be able to get the sort of responses you are looking for on this topic in the forums. (The Off-Topic Forum here is really just too silly and random to expect everyone to be respectfully serious.) This does seem much better suited to a journal-type audience, so you may want to give that a go instead.


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