It's almost a year that I haven't cosplayed seriously. I haven't touch my sewing tools or a fabric I bought for Devil May Cry costume. It's been a very terrible experience before, that I've lost my spirit to cosplay. Getting myself closer to God, yes... and I kinda ditch away all my cosplay friends that in result I don't even have a single friends. I felt a bit relaxing after awhile being sickening wondering around and having too much fun cosplaying rather than getting back to reality and do my work.

BUT, deep down inside I still wanted to cosplay. I want to cosplay but not here in my country...or some other place close to my country. I wanna go outside there, cosplaying all over the places where poeple don't know me, mind their own bussiness and I can cosplay on my own happily.

I miss one of my cosplay mate, Kaze. She never push people around to cosplay or bossing around, she's naturally nice even though people said she's cold. Hm...all of the people I know is cold. It's easy to be friends with others who mind their own bussiness though. ^.^ And I miss my pal who is also like a sister to me, Jane.

Haha~ it turns out not all people I've ditch. I stil have some ^.^...oh, well...soon I have to get back on my Dante cosplay project. Cuz Lady is waiting for me...but I gotta lose some weight, major! I've gain my weight quite alot...that's one of the reason I didn't cosplay...this time I wanna make it perfect. More perfect than Orochimaru >.<...that's tough but I'll take it...

*do Zack's squating tech*

This entry has 3 total comments.

darkmishtive posted on 07-21-2008 at 11:03 AM: hay i feel the same i dont feel like going to a con by my self without a friend, it dosen't seem as fun and the only friend that likes cosplaying is my friend gianna. But here parents dont trust her to go to cons because she thinks that someone might do something to her like rape. hhhhaaaa so instead of going to cons we do outside cosplaying were u cosplay around your hood, shopping centers, or just plan anywere (went dont go over board cause thats just annoying) but yah so you can do more cosplaying then jst going to cons just be werid sence thats what cosplaying is p.m me

Sora_The_Demon posted on 07-21-2008 at 11:33 AM: Its Okay. Cosplays Can Wait. Life Cannot. Just Take Things As It Comes And It'll Be Fine ^-^ Good Luck On Your Costume. And I Think Your BEA-UTIFUL. You Dont Need To Lose Any Weight. ~Sora

Fira #16 posted on 07-22-2008 at 03:36 PM: Don't worry everything will be fine ~Fira #16 of Orgization XIII