I can't believe I stumbled across this site sooner... I don't really know what to say about this... except I fail miserably for not finding it sooner...

Now that that's out of my system, I'm celebrating a milestone: it was a year ago yesterday I found out about my schizoaffective disorder formally. Five days ago marked the three year anniversery of the car wreck that took my precious Britney's life. She was the reason I started cosplaying in the first place, and she's the reason I still am (in her memory.)

I'm currently attempting to re-create all my old costumes (all of them deteriorated to unusable condition...) I'm not sure what one to do first. Karel was fun to do (I can barely resist the urge to strike you down where you stand!) but so was Jaffar (The punishment for traitors is death... outside his support conversations that is the longest sentence he says.). And here recently I've picked up the urge to do Angelo from Dragon Quest 8... even though I'm not sure I have the personality for it. I'm at a crossroads and I need help.