Member Since 06-13-2008

Last Activity: 10-09-2008 - 02:10 PM

United States

Fort Pierce, Florida

my name is Cheyenne. u pronounce it lik shy-anne just lik the capital of wyoming! i was born in new jersey, and lived there my entire life, until my family and i decided to move to florida recently. my house is located in fort pierce on hutchinson island, between the indian river lagoon, and the ocean! im 13 years old, but im very mature for my age.

and now, here is my depressing life thus far:
my family has gone through a divorce, a VERY violent one. my father left us in 05, to start a new family elsewhere... after that day, the happy was forever taken away from me.

in 06, back to school, my brother and i didnt have a school to go to, so we had to go to pt. pleasant. a BIG mistake. students harassed me and my brother, cursed at us, and made fun of our names. it was my worst school year by far... i suffered deep depression, almost attempting to kill myself. i thought i had made some friends during the year, but they all turned on me soon enough... more harassment occurred, so i finally got the police involved. it turns out that the police in that town were total asses and didnt do anything to help.

the next school year i went back to my old school i had been attending previously. all my good friends i had in 5th grade were gone. my classroom was virtually empty. with only 7 students including myself, those 8 months were pure hell. i had left in early april; to escape that hellhole with no real friends to communicate with. i had been home schooled for the rest of the year, but didnt learn much at all...

i try to keep happy but all those horrible memories still haunt me, and in no time bring sadness to my soul. living here in florida will be even harder when back to school comes... and remind me of those horrendous days in new jersey...

playing video games keeps me happy, and keeps my mind off the reality of my life. cosplay gets me excited; excited to meet new people and to finally make friends. i havent had a real friend since i was in the 5th grade... i am now making my way into 8th. i am afraid to be myself out in public, afraid that no one will like me... to be insulted even more... i am afraid and perhaps always will be.

im sorry, i am not trying to make anyone feel bad for me... im just stating the events of my life thus far. if i have any time, u will see me at AFO this year.