he only told me that today too when I was supposed to go out to my first ever steampunk toronto meet. He is really scared when I go anywhere and I end up going out in non conventional clothing ie male because of it and I dont feel happy like that but what can I do? I cant drive i have epilipsey im an insurance risk. i also have a panic disorder which comes from abuse which was inevitible. I am amazed I didn't panic at an actually I felt good there despite the fact I cant walk or stand well right now due to a recent siesure which caused a sciatica in my back prolly from how violent seisures get so im really in bad shape right now but I am determined to keep at it regardless.
"Luceo Non Uro" - I Shine Not Burn - MacLeod of Lewis, Raasay and Assynt, 1200AD - present
"History is full of great people, great heroes. I am no hero just a baymen with a great dream" - My brother, Lt MacLeod, Sqdn 439, RCAF.