No apologies needed, I could have been clearer. Sometimes what I hear in my head doesn't translate quite so well. I am still shocked that people cannot read my mind and know what I mean.
Changing our perspectives is nice, it's good, and it's okay! It's okay to believe in one thing today and something else tomorrow. I believed in Christianity up to my early teens and I wasn't a better or worse person because of it, just like I am not a better or worse person for being atheist. Maybe one day I'll feel something different and be sure of that, maybe I'll stay sure of the opinion I have now.