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[sam vimes]

Originally Posted by Lithium Flower

Susan, from the Hogfather movie.

Merida from Brave.

These. These are all you need.

[BlondieSundae]

I agree with Sam

[Lithium Flower]

Originally Posted by sam vimes

These. These are all you need.

Love. Love. Love is all you neeeeed.

[OtakuSpark]

I just saw MarioXSonic MPreg. Click at your own risk.


I am gonna need a lot of Pokemon episodes to unrustle my jimmies.

[Fish-and-Chips-Yum]

I am absolutely livid and upset right now.

My mom gets offended when I don't tell her about my therapist appointments in great detail, and then berates me. She is so unsupportive and it hurts me badly.

Today I wore "boy's" clothes (my brother's old jeans, a men's T-shirt, my brother's old jacket, etc.), and although she made a couple off-handed comments, she shrugged it off. I'm getting my hair cut on Sunday, and I told her I'm getting it cut short.

"How short?"
"I don't know. Probably a little longer than Hailey's (who's hair is just a little shorter than boy-short)."
"Why?"
"Because I'd feel more comfortable like that?"
*she looks at my clothes again*
"Why didn't God just have me have two sons?"
"Excuse me?"
"Jackie, you can't get your hair short. You're not a boy!"
"Why can't I dress however I feel most comfortable?"
"You're a girl!"

I know she doesn't know I'm bigender, but this is exactly why I can't tell her that I am. That hurt me so bad. My mother is so unsupportive of me, it kills me. I desperately want to cut right now. I am trying so hard not to, but I want to.

When I told her I didn't want to get my eyebrows waxed today, she got even more upset with me.

"Why not?"
"I don't want to today."
"Jackie, you NEED to get your eyebrows done."
"No, I don't NEED to. I will another day if I feel so inclined to."
"Whatever. I don't even give a fuck."

My mom never swears. I feel so terrible right now. I feel so confused, and upset, and hurt. I just want to cut myself. I'd finally begun being comfortable expressing myself and coming to terms with my body and my features, but now I just feel even more insecure.

Things with my dad aren't much better. The other night he lost control in a rage. He's always been short-tempered. He swore at my dog and kicked him, and said he was going to shoot my dog or take him to the pound. My dog scared my mom's little dog, but I checked on the little dog after and he wasn't hurt at all. Bosco didn't hurt my mom's dog, but dad kicked him and swore at him and threatened to kill him.

I don't like being at home. I have a terrible headache. I can't be myself. The people around me are angry and I feel like it's my fault.

[sam vimes]

Originally Posted by OtakuSpark

I just saw MarioXSonic MPreg. Click at your own risk.


I am gonna need a lot of Pokemon episodes to unrustle my jimmies.

It's your own fault. I still don't understand that people are shocked or surprised to be disgusted or dismayed at content on a site called DEVIANTart.

[sam vimes]

Originally Posted by Fish-and-Chips-Yum

I am absolutely livid and upset right now.

My mom gets offended when I don't tell her about my therapist appointments in great detail, and then berates me. She is so unsupportive and it hurts me badly.

Today I wore "boy's" clothes (my brother's old jeans, a men's T-shirt, my brother's old jacket, etc.), and although she made a couple off-handed comments, she shrugged it off. I'm getting my hair cut on Sunday, and I told her I'm getting it cut short.

"How short?"
"I don't know. Probably a little longer than Hailey's (who's hair is just a little shorter than boy-short)."
"Why?"
"Because I'd feel more comfortable like that?"
*she looks at my clothes again*
"Why didn't God just have me have two sons?"
"Excuse me?"
"Jackie, you can't get your hair short. You're not a boy!"
"Why can't I dress however I feel most comfortable?"
"You're a girl!"

I know she doesn't know I'm bigender, but this is exactly why I can't tell her that I am. That hurt me so bad. My mother is so unsupportive of me, it kills me. I desperately want to cut right now. I am trying so hard not to, but I want to.

When I told her I didn't want to get my eyebrows waxed today, she got even more upset with me.

"Why not?"
"I don't want to today."
"Jackie, you NEED to get your eyebrows done."
"No, I don't NEED to. I will another day if I feel so inclined to."
"Whatever. I don't even give a fuck."

My mom never swears. I feel so terrible right now. I feel so confused, and upset, and hurt. I just want to cut myself. I'd finally begun being comfortable expressing myself and coming to terms with my body and my features, but now I just feel even more insecure.

Things with my dad aren't much better. The other night he lost control in a rage. He's always been short-tempered. He swore at my dog and kicked him, and said he was going to shoot my dog or take him to the pound. My dog scared my mom's little dog, but I checked on the little dog after and he wasn't hurt at all. Bosco didn't hurt my mom's dog, but dad kicked him and swore at him and threatened to kill him.

I don't like being at home. I have a terrible headache. I can't be myself. The people around me are angry and I feel like it's my fault.

Looks like your mom doesn't understand the reason people go to therapy.

Instead of cutting, perhaps you could talk to us instead?

EDIT: Damned redundancy.

[Lithium Flower]

Originally Posted by Fish-and-Chips-Yum

I am absolutely livid and upset right now.

My mom gets offended when I don't tell her about my therapist appointments in great detail, and then berates me. She is so unsupportive and it hurts me badly.

Today I wore "boy's" clothes (my brother's old jeans, a men's T-shirt, my brother's old jacket, etc.), and although she made a couple off-handed comments, she shrugged it off. I'm getting my hair cut on Sunday, and I told her I'm getting it cut short.

"How short?"
"I don't know. Probably a little longer than Hailey's (who's hair is just a little shorter than boy-short)."
"Why?"
"Because I'd feel more comfortable like that?"
*she looks at my clothes again*
"Why didn't God just have me have two sons?"
"Excuse me?"
"Jackie, you can't get your hair short. You're not a boy!"
"Why can't I dress however I feel most comfortable?"
"You're a girl!"

I know she doesn't know I'm bigender, but this is exactly why I can't tell her that I am. That hurt me so bad. My mother is so unsupportive of me, it kills me. I desperately want to cut right now. I am trying so hard not to, but I want to.

When I told her I didn't want to get my eyebrows waxed today, she got even more upset with me.

"Why not?"
"I don't want to today."
"Jackie, you NEED to get your eyebrows done."
"No, I don't NEED to. I will another day if I feel so inclined to."
"Whatever. I don't even give a fuck."

My mom never swears. I feel so terrible right now. I feel so confused, and upset, and hurt. I just want to cut myself. I'd finally begun being comfortable expressing myself and coming to terms with my body and my features, but now I just feel even more insecure.

Things with my dad aren't much better. The other night he lost control in a rage. He's always been short-tempered. He swore at my dog and kicked him, and said he was going to shoot my dog or take him to the pound. My dog scared my mom's little dog, but I checked on the little dog after and he wasn't hurt at all. Bosco didn't hurt my mom's dog, but dad kicked him and swore at him and threatened to kill him.

I don't like being at home. I have a terrible headache. I can't be myself. The people around me are angry and I feel like it's my fault.

If you are getting the urges to self harm please contact your therapist.

If you are unable to speak to them personally the national suicide and crisis prevention hotline has a phone number here: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

I think your mother is conflicted and confused. You are changing to her, in ways she doesn't understand and doesn't appreciate. I am sorry about what's going on at your home but please try to contact your doctor if your feeling like you might self harm.

[Fish-and-Chips-Yum]

Originally Posted by sam vimes

Looks like your mom doesn't understand the reason people go to therapy.

Instead of cutting, perhaps you could talk to us instead?

EDIT: Damned redundancy.

Originally Posted by Lithium Flower

If you are getting the urges to self harm please contact your therapist.

If you are unable to speak to them personally the national suicide and crisis prevention hotline has a phone number here: 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

I think your mother is conflicted and confused. You are changing to her, in ways she doesn't understand and doesn't appreciate. I am sorry about what's going on at your home but please try to contact your doctor if your feeling like you might self harm.

I just don't know what to do. I don't understand. Why is she sending me to therapy and wanting me to get better, yet she treats me like this? Does she think that sending me to a therapist is good enough and that will just solve everything?

I don't have time for this bullshit. I have three hours of homework. I don't have time for this.

I don't have time to deal with all of this. I feel myself shutting down again and I don't want to. I don't want to talk to people I know. I just want to sleep and go away. But I have three hours of homework and I can't get another B+ or I won't go to college and my dad will give me that disappointed look and I just. cannot. handle. this.

[dx7879]

Originally Posted by Lithium Flower

Initially I wasn't going to cosplay for this upcoming Acen but Brando's been encouraging me to do it again. I likely won't have the money for something particularly elaborate, but he just keeps telling me not to worry. I think he just wants me to feel excited about it again instead of put off.

Been thinking about these;
Yatterman 2 /Ai-Chan

OMG! Yatterman 2!!!!!!!

[Lithium Flower]

Originally Posted by BlondieSundae

I agree with Sam

I still really like this Merida costume but the sale is ending soon and I don't think I have the money for that in the first place. The costume plus the wig and shoes and accessories. It's just a lot.

[Arc_The_Lad]

Originally Posted by sam vimes

I'm playing without looking up any hints online, and I only got my hands on two named weapons. One's Benny's 9mm and the other one's a fucking BB gun. So yeah, I'm not going anywhere near Quarry Junction anytime soon.

I don't take it on till at least damn near max level, and it still depends on my character, if I'm melee, I just don't bother at all.

Unless I've put all three mods on a chain saw, that thing is a beast.

[OtakuSpark]

Originally Posted by Fish-and-Chips-Yum

I am absolutely livid and upset right now.

My mom gets offended when I don't tell her about my therapist appointments in great detail, and then berates me. She is so unsupportive and it hurts me badly.

Today I wore "boy's" clothes (my brother's old jeans, a men's T-shirt, my brother's old jacket, etc.), and although she made a couple off-handed comments, she shrugged it off. I'm getting my hair cut on Sunday, and I told her I'm getting it cut short.

"How short?"
"I don't know. Probably a little longer than Hailey's (who's hair is just a little shorter than boy-short)."
"Why?"
"Because I'd feel more comfortable like that?"
*she looks at my clothes again*
"Why didn't God just have me have two sons?"
"Excuse me?"
"Jackie, you can't get your hair short. You're not a boy!"
"Why can't I dress however I feel most comfortable?"
"You're a girl!"

I know she doesn't know I'm bigender, but this is exactly why I can't tell her that I am. That hurt me so bad. My mother is so unsupportive of me, it kills me. I desperately want to cut right now. I am trying so hard not to, but I want to.

When I told her I didn't want to get my eyebrows waxed today, she got even more upset with me.

"Why not?"
"I don't want to today."
"Jackie, you NEED to get your eyebrows done."
"No, I don't NEED to. I will another day if I feel so inclined to."
"Whatever. I don't even give a fuck."

My mom never swears. I feel so terrible right now. I feel so confused, and upset, and hurt. I just want to cut myself. I'd finally begun being comfortable expressing myself and coming to terms with my body and my features, but now I just feel even more insecure.

Things with my dad aren't much better. The other night he lost control in a rage. He's always been short-tempered. He swore at my dog and kicked him, and said he was going to shoot my dog or take him to the pound. My dog scared my mom's little dog, but I checked on the little dog after and he wasn't hurt at all. Bosco didn't hurt my mom's dog, but dad kicked him and swore at him and threatened to kill him.

I don't like being at home. I have a terrible headache. I can't be myself. The people around me are angry and I feel like it's my fault.

Oh my goodness... I am so sorry that things are not going well for you. I send prayers and good juju your way. I wish I could do something to help you..

[UrbanVermin]

Originally Posted by OtakuSpark

I just saw MarioXSonic MPreg. Click at your own risk.


I am gonna need a lot of Pokemon episodes to unrustle my jimmies.

Is there something going on with Sonic I should be clued in on? Most of what I'm seeing is Sonic art.

[sam vimes]

Originally Posted by Lithium Flower

I still really like this Merida costume but the sale is ending soon and I don't think I have the money for that in the first place. The costume plus the wig and shoes and accessories. It's just a lot.

BOOM! Yummy.

Originally Posted by Arc_The_Lad

I don't take it on till at least damn near max level, and it still depends on my character, if I'm melee, I just don't bother at all.

Unless I've put all three mods on a chain saw, that thing is a beast.

A few days ago I thought it would be a good idea to storm the quarry with Veronica and Rex at level 18...yeah...

Originally Posted by UrbanVermin

Is there something going on with Sonic I should be clued in on? Most of what I'm seeing is Sonic art.

Mario...Sonic...Preg. Let that sink in for a moment.