O-okay this is probably really strange and I'm sorry if there are threads like this already...
So I have a relatively bad fear when it comes to eye touching and things in my eyes which makes contacts nerve wracking for me. Normally I shrug off contacts for cosplays anyways because I just don't think they're needed for most characters and are only a bonus. However I recently fell in love with a character that I feel would just look weird being portrayed without the right eye color. I could cosplay her regardless, but I know I won't be fully happy with the outcome.
Surely I'm not the only one who has had this problem? How does one get over something like this? Any tips at all would be great. ;n; I really want to get over this fear.
Also, another issue I'll have is if I can get over this fear, I recall being told my eyes aren't fully round or something like that-- I definitely need to check back in with my eye doc before getting any contacts of course. So if what I recall is true, would I need special contacts and where would I acquire them? I don't go to eye doctors often because they scare me due to my eye touching fear, but I am far sighted and sometimes wear my glasses like I'm supposed to. Sometimes.
Here's a picture of the character by the way: http://www.cosplayisland.co.uk/files...1379222556.png
Thank you guys, sorry for troubling you all. ;u;