My friend is actually going though the same thing right now ^^ shes always making cosplays of characters she doesnt even like and them asks me if want to be them lol.
"Hush little Izaya, don't you cry. Don't cut your arms, don't say goodbye.
Put down the lighter, put down the knife. It may be hard, but you'll win this fight."
(This message is to Izaya Orihara)